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Maggie's writing has been published in Ceramics Monthly, Pottery Making Illustrated, Studio Potter, Cecil Soil Magazine (check out her column "Meandering with Muddy Maggie")  Mason Dixon Arrive and the Cecil Whig. Copies of a number of her stories as artists' books are in the collections of the New York Public Library and the Newark Art Museum. And get this! -- her undergraduate thesis on Mary and John Nichols and their hydrotheraphy colony is cited as a reference in a Real Book, Sex Radicals and the Quest for Women's Equality by Joanne Ellen Passet (no, I am not all wet). 

She is currently in charge of the blog (!) at the Cecil County Arts Council website as well as serving as the CCAC Literary Arts Co-Chair. She has won awards for her poetry, and her poem "Why Losing a Job seems so Unimportant Now" is  included in Alternatives to Surrender, a collection of works about cancer.

And her poem "The Entropy Elf" received an Honorable Mention in the  2008 5-county Queen Anne's Art Council Poetry Competition (in the middle-aged poet department). 

Happy Father's Day 

(for Larry)    

He looks so tired, looks so worn                   and worn apart, long                                    past the point of breaking down to             pieces small enough to mend. And               yet he carries on, he soldiers on, he puts one

foot just so and so and so                                 again.And every day is much the same:     the pills to take, the words to say, the   hopes deferred, desire quenched. And            every day has its routine, its                              sequence still of food and drink, of bowel,                                                     blood and bed.

Dear man, I find you father to your wife,   and I, no longer child, can truly say                                                                       that I love       you. 

M Creshkoff  2006

                                                                                 

Some say when city birds forget their songs,

when sand bleeds oil, and oily sands spawn death,

when graying mothers bear their daughters' sons,

when locusts strip the trees to bark and twigs,

when terror's colored yellow, orange, red,

this world we know will burn itself to ash.

The woman wails and marks her face with ash

She hears the men beat drums and sing their songs.

Men sing until their throats are raw and red.

They sing of honor, insults, vengeance, death.

They strike their drums with sticks and stones and twigs,

then give the broken pieces to their sons.

Those very men were once some country's sons

who ran together, and cut swords from ash.

They all climbed trees, they tore off sticks and twigs.

They drummed on stumps, they sang their fathers' songs.

They caught a squirrel and beat it to its death,

and chewed the flesh until their mouths were red.

Old sailors say when morning skies are red

Earth gives a warning to her many sons

(since water's not the only place for death).

When buildings blaze, when stone burns down to ash,

when insects swarm, when birds forget their songs,

men lose their way and make their maps from twigs.

If rotten fruits are borne from barren twigs,

if blood from different races still is red,

if words turn sour in the sweetest songs,

if daughters wish to change themselves to sons,

if cities die to cinders, embers, ash,

this world we know is coming close to death.

When acts of love breed blindness, madness, death,

when children play on legs as thin as twigs,

when ancient mountains burn themselves to ash,

when rivers boil, when green turns into red,

when women pray their wombs will bear no sons,

then birds fly north for winter with their songs.

We see that death is black, while life is red:

so as the trees have twigs, if men have sons,

then from cold ash the wind will sing their songs.

On Sunday, all her words came slow

And pale and weak from spitting blood

The chemo kills her faster than the cancer ever did.

Her face is old, all skin, all bones

Her body’s like a starving child’s,

A belly swollen full with no new life for her

Twelve years ago they found that lump,

They took her breasts, they burned her bones

A dozen years of hope and poisoned pills

and all for this:

to feel the wind through hair as thin as thread

to see the sun through leaves of newest green

to hear the birds call through the slender trees

to touch her mother’s face despite the dark.

M Creshkoff 5/07

 
Before I leave,

please listen to these words

You kiss my lips, then place your hand on mine,

they fit so well together: fingers, palm,

the corresponding marks, the fated line

that crossed our lives. Together such a calm

can fill me, even when our blood is hot

enough to turn your tears to steam. My love,

you are as real to me when here, or not.

I carry you inside me, something of

the child I never had, the man within,

my other half, the missing tone, the chord

I longed to hear throughout my life. No sin

could feel like this, or all hearts would have whored

long since. You’re with me when I go away,

your soul’s in mine, a silent stowaway.

M Creshkoff 12/28/04